Monday, December 05, 2005

Confusion

3rd post in two days, actually one day, i rock =)
kinda sorta
I understand the concept of time, of waiting, but at the same time that doesn't mean I like it. I don't like feeling like I need to hide my feelings. I understand why I am waiting, I don't want people to think I don't. At the same time it just sucks. I just don't see why it is such a bad thing right now. Kelley and I were talking last night about how sometimes the best way to deal with something is to deal with it with someone who understands what you are going through. I honestly wish I knew what to say here, I have so many thoughts in my head but I can't seem to make any of them come into words. I hate bringing it up because I not only feel like I am a pest, but also because it means that I am putting myself out in the open. I guess that it all comes down to me wanting something, but then again I suppose everyone is always wanting something.

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