SoakingIn

Hazy

I don't really know what to feel right now. I honestly can't seem to motivate myself for school this quarter, and none of my classes seem to be pushing me to motivate myself, and I'm so afraid that it will come back to bite me in the ass. I don't feel like I am working this quarter, and I should be. Basically my goal for this is as follows:
I am going to try to motivate myself in the week I have left, where I will have a test in at least three of my four classes, and if that doesn't work then I will motivate myself during/after Christmas break for sure.
Meh, enough about school for right now, I finished most of my homework and I will start reading for the last part after I finish writing in here.
This weekend was interesting to say the least, but interesting in a good way. I was planning on giving a run through of my weekend but that would take way more time than I care to spend writing on this but instead I think I shall just write about anything random that pops to my mind about this weekend.
Despite everything I held against it for a long time, I did drink this weekend at Sexy Santa and I did have fun. I don't think I really got drunk, just happy and tipsy, although I did learn that alcohol and heels don't mix well (my feet are killing me).
I spent a lot of time this weekend with Zach, and by a lot of time I mean practically the whole weekend. I really like him, he makes me smile a lot and I enjoy spending time with him. Despite the fact that I talked to him a little bit about it, our "relationship" still confuses me. I remember him telling me sometime that he doesn't like titles but sometimes I think they make things less complicated, at least when it comes to me because then I know what is going on. I was with him when two different people asked him if we were dating and he said "I guess", which seeing as how difinitive of an answer that is I think I can justify my confusion. He makes me smile a lot.
I'm looking forward to break but at the same time I don't know if I am. It's going to be weird going home and I know I am going to miss people here. I will get to hang out with Kelley over this break, which should be fun, and hopefully with people from high school who I didn't see over thanksgiving.
I don't really know what else to write about right now, hopefully I will be able to write more later.

P.S. If anyone reads this, feel free to comment on it. I would love insight and it would be interesting to see if anyone even reads it.

posted by Anne @ 7:57 PM