SoakingIn

Vacation

As of right now I am sitting at the counter in Zach's Dad's house in Wausau, Wisconson. Honestly, I don't know if I ever actually pictured being here, it's a strange feeling. There are so many people and so many new places that I've been seing in the last few days. I was so excited to see him in the airport on Saturday, honestly I'm still excited to see him every time I look at him. It's amazing how much I miss him when we're apart.

I'll write more in a little, I'm going to go watch a sunset....

Alright, back... not that you'll be able to even tell that I left since the time on this entry isn't going to change at all. Back to what I was talking about though. I was very apprehensive to meet memebers of Zach's famile, there are a lot of people and names to remember. Right now I'm with his Dad's family and tomorrow I will be heading back to spend more time with his friends and mom/sister. I'm feeling mostly comfortable, I feel like I'm getting along well with his family but sometimes I still wonder. Hopefuly they like me, because that means a lot to me. Having my family get along with my significant other means a lot to me. I'm hoping that they will tell him what they thought and I will find out if I passed the test, if this is even a test..

Now to discuss any other new developments..

My birthday had its ups and downs. The adventure with my family was fun, although my mom was dissapointed that I wasn't more overjoyed with the present that she got me. Dinner with them was interesting because it was Linny's last night here so it was a combination dinner. That being said, the entire Ash family was being strange because their baby was leaving (this was all the day before my birthday). On my actual brithday I spent time with my friends, or a very limited selection of them. My dinner of 8 and party of 20-30 turned into a dinner for 5 and a gathering of... 3. Woohoo, boo on all of the people I was counting on coming to that, thanks... I feel special (although the people I really wanted to be there were so that made it alright for a while). The day after my birthday I flew to MN to see Zach, he got me very thoughful presents and we had an AMAZING dinner, no exaggeration.

As of 8 PM tonight I officially deleted my old LiveJournal account. It was long time coming and would have been done lot sooner had I actually thought about it a considerable amount. Anyway, I was wasting time before dinner and somehow thought of the old journal so I decided to look at it. I am not the same person who wrote those journal entries, I do not possess the same feelings expressed in that journal so it is not activated anymore. I read the first 5 or so entries and have no desire to read any before then so I no longer have to think about it.

I had a very thurough eye exam today which revealed more that I would have hoped. For one, I had an experience that I don't like happening (don't ask), and second I found out that I could be in danger of a very serious disease so there are certain symptoms that I need to watch out for.

I wish I could think of more to write but I really can't. I don't know how long it will be before I'm online next but the near future involves the following:
1. Going back to Minnesota
2. Going to Terre Haute with Zach's stuff
3. Going to Cincinnati to get my stuff
4. Back to Terre Haute with my stuff
5. School starting
6. All hell breaking loose =/

As of right now though, I'm going to go and be happy because that seems to be the general trend I am on recently. I like this trend too, it's something I've been missing. I'm not saying I've been unhappy recently but the past few days (alright, honestly... since Saturday (if you know me and you can do math you can figure out the connection)) have made me uber happy. So I'm going to go and try to steal boy from his family because I missed him.

Night all.

posted by Anne @ 8:45 PM 0 comments

Tickle Test

Sadly, this is pretty correct...

What You Say
Okay, so you seem to have figured out that he can't read your mind. Good for you. But, you don't exactly say what you mean either. Datespeak requires a very difficult balancing act. Maintaining complete honesty in a dating situation is very complicated. You end up with a lot of tip-toeing around the heart of a subject. Saying what you mean can be awkward for both parties. But you've managed to find a way to cushion your words while hinting at the true meaning behind them. Good work. Whether this comes naturally for you or you've learned the hard way, you know that misleading a guy can result in a messy situation. You could be a little more direct when talking datespeak, but you're clearly not intending to avoid a topic altogether. Just be careful. If you like him, let him know. And if you don't, find a way to send him that message. It'll save both you and the guy some trouble if you refrain from speaking in code!

What You Believe
Hmmm...seems like you're not quite sure whether to trust him or not. You probably want to take what he says at face value, but there's some nagging part of you that just won't let you completely believe him. You definitely don't analyze his every word. Pat yourself on the back for that one. But you do keep your defenses up just in case. Unfortunately, cynicism has become a beneficial attribute for people submerged in the dating scene. Maybe in the beginning it's smart to look out for number one and refrain from trusting too easily. But you need to know that when a guy has proven his good intentions, it's time to put your questioning mind to rest. This is key to having a good relationship. Skepticism may protect you from getting hurt, but when you see a good thing on the horizon, make sure you show some trust. It's a smart woman who knows how to crack the datespeak code.

posted by Anne @ 12:13 AM 0 comments

Visit

I'm killing time before work so I decided to write a short entry. I'm leaving for Minnesota this Saturday after my birthday to visit Zach. I'm so excited to go see him, honestly it's been so long since I've been with him that it's starting to hurt how much I miss him. He just left for a camping trip with his friends for a few days so I won't be able to talk to him so I'm kinda hoping the next few days go by pretty fast. This summer has gone by fast overall. I would write more but I just had a complete brain fart and I have to get food before work. I'll write more later.

posted by Anne @ 4:58 PM 0 comments

Maybe, you have to let go of who you are to become who you will be.

posted by Anne @ 12:50 AM 2 comments

Friday Night

So, somehow I managed to have a good and bad time simultaneously last night. Things definitely didn't go as planned almost the entire evening. I woke up mad, I'm still not happy. Whatever, I don't want to talk about it.

"In your opinion, and what is that?
It's just a different point of view"

posted by Anne @ 1:40 PM 0 comments